I’m so exhausted and stressed these days: I’ve got a lot to study for school and I don’t have time for it, and sometimes even if I study so hard, I still get a not so good grade. I’m stressed with the problems that I can’t solve.
My social life is awesome, I’ve been to super cool parties every Saturday, and it was exactly what I wished last year : been invented to cool parties, but now that I’m, I see that it is NOTHING! Real life is much more than that, and my real life sucks right now.
I mean, last Saturday I had a really great time, I went to a party and I danced and even drank a little, and it made me forget about my problems for a little, but now I still have them and idk what to do to solve it! I may even be mad with God, because I pray and pray and pray for things to get better but it just doesnt!
Im so tired of this reality! I try to attract good things in my life but it’s not working! Is it worth to be mad with God? Why should I keeping praying if things just get worse?