Of course living in this world is much easier if you own good looks and popularity. But I don’t, and I’ll have to deal with it, and make the best of everything I’ve got. I will never be perfect, but as long as I’m perfect or good enough in someone’s eyes – whether it’s my own or someone else’s – it’s okay. With the needed help I’ll get through this.
At this moment it’s just very hard to let people back in again. I’ve closed myself off for my loved ones entirely, and opened my heart to the ‘bad guys’. I need to change that. I need to find myself again, and then let the people I love back into my life – and my heart. And the people that ever said shit about me, are trash.