I’m done

What can I say.. I’m done.

I found out today everything I thought was doing so well is actually getting worse. I actually didn’t know that something like that could happen, but apparently the Lupus is “progressing” in the wrong ways. Which is causing my Stage 3 kidney problem to progress, but I need another biopsy to find out which level it’s at now.

Heart isn’t doing so swell either, nor the liver but that’s not so bad, my enzymes have been too high before..

Oh, and the funny thing is that with such a hefty dose of this medicine I’m on, I’m not supposed to be having seizures AT ALL (at least that’s what my doctor told me). So that’s another specialist I need to visit A.S.A.P.

For now, in one day, I’ve been taken off some meds, lowered on some, raised on a few doses and even started on new ones that may or may not cause hair loss… Again. There’s a 50/50 chance it could help or I could get worse. We’ll see.

In all honesty though, I’m tired of everything going to hell lately. I’m fed up. I’m done.

2 thoughts on “I’m done”

  1. Just keep on living your life.. it gets frustrating to keep well, but this is the reality, we are in this situation. Stay strong. My husband is on end-stage renal failure and undergoing dialysis, what i admire about him is, he is just living his life, doing normal things (those that is just ok for his situation) and trying to keep well by being so cautious on what he eats. I may not know it, that he too may be experiencing sadness, he still try to be positive

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