So my boyfriend is ignoring me. Why? Well because I had plans with him, I showed up and he had left with his mother, who by the way, for no reason, hates me. I drove two hours for nothing. Left feeling like I wasn’t worth a text or phone call. Feeling hurt and disrespected. Hours go by before he finally calls. I tell him I’m upset and why. He says I didn’t feel like dealing with it when I tell him a simple text or call would’ve been nice. So today he is not talking to me. I hate being ignored. Makes me feel worthless.
I also wonder why it’s so hard to find friends these days. Good friends. The ones who text first too. The ones who come over and visit too. Why do I always have to make the first move? But if I don’t I find myself sitting here in my chair alone and bored.
I just wanna matter to someone. Be someone’s priority for a change. Not even a change, for the first time ever.