you used to look at me when we first fell in love
you used to hold me against you
you would tell me nothing could break us
you said forever
i miss you. It’s been almost 2 1/2 years since I left for 10 days and came flying back into yours arms. It took me a long time to understand how you felt. I know you were dealing with so much shit then. My pain was internal. Leaving was a mistake. Getting married didn’t take your pain away. I had to have a breakdown for that I guess. I did. You love me but the issue still gets chucked in my face sometimes. I just want us to be how we used to be.