It’s uncontrollable

All I do is laugh. Someone dies, I laugh. Something bad or good happens, I laugh. While I’m shopping, I laugh. 

Don’t get me wrong, I do get sad when someone dies but for some reason I just laugh too. It’s so embarrassing and its stopped me from doing so many things. 

I can’t control it and I don’t know why it happens. Sometimes while I’m doing my clients hair I just crack up laughing out of no where, tbh my client thinks I’m crazy…

When my grandma died, I was suppose to read out a speech but I couldn’t because I feared that I would laugh and embarrass myself so I just didn’t read it. 

Sometimes when I feel like I’m going to laugh I tell myself to think about all the bad things thats happened and focus on one thing that way I won’t laugh – but that doesn’t always work.

I don’t know what this is or how to fix it but its impacting on me alot and I don’t think I can grow out of it. 



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