Wow I’m having a totally achy tired day today. I just don’t feel “right”. When I drove in it felt like anxiety now I’m calmer but still kind of achy and cloudy. I’m tired of being constantly tired. I’m tired of being constantly depressed. I so much want to perk up and feel good again. I’ve so much to do at home so, so much that was put off for way too long and no drive nor ambition to even start on it.
I console myself with the fact I’m not a total slug, I drive 45 min, one way into my job five days a week, work my 40 plus overtime so I’m usually gone from my home 12 to 14 hours a day and I generally work 5 to 6 hours for bro on Sat. I guess that’s plenty for a 63 year old woman…but I’ve so much other stuff I need energy for!
Ah, really I just need to CHEER up. I did get yarn for a baby blanket last night. I’m a total beginner level at crochet…but I do love it and it does calm my nerves.
Well back to work…type, type, type, crime, crime, crime! Ugh. My mood is as gray as the day and it is quite gray today!