So I send him a text while he’s at work. Have a great night! Love you. He’ll text me back when he gets a minute. Nope. He’ll call me when he gets back. Nope.
I try to go to sleep earlier than usual, but he doesn’t call. Even in my sleep I notice the phone isn’t ringing, so here I am awake. It’s 1:11am and I’m awake.
Im a grown woman awake because of a man. Sad really. Why can’t I just let it go? If he doesn’t want to be with me why drag it out? Am I not worth the conversation to say Hey this isn’t working out? I don’t let it go because I’ve invested so much into this relationship. I love him. I truly do. I have done nothing wrong. There was no actual fight to initiate this. I don’t want to be the one to give up. Love is worth fighting for right?
Why am I so stupid?