I know its not the end of the world and could be worse. I keep trying to minimize it in hopes it wont bother me , but it really does. I failed my 2nd gestational diabetes test. I am super healthy and active so I felt it wouldn’t happen to me. I was so wrong. I’m learning it really has nothing to do with that at all. This whole pregnancy has been crazy and different then with Alpha. I wont even hug my husband because I’m trying to be tough and act like it doesn’t bother me that much, but it does. If I hug him I will probably cry and well crying wont change it. The bright side is I can walk in other people’s shoes and learn from it. Maybe even help more people with Diabetes since I will have a better grasp on that subject. kinda ashamed it runs in my family heavy and I only know a little about it. I wish I could figure out why I am so frustrated and disappointed in the fact that I have it. I really need to toughin up and stop letting it bother me.
30s.mom.wife.blended family. His,Mine, Ours...I will call them Alpha,Bravo and Charlie. This is just a place to say what I think. I have so much on my mind at times and no idea who to talk to or how to even word things so I just need a place to dump it all.