Jeffrey – the guy I maybe kinda sort of like oops – is confusing me, and I told him that. One moment he says he’s not ready for a relationship, another he says he likes me and wouldn’t mind if we kissed. One moment I feel like everything, another like nothing. But he said I was right, and he understood me. Now I’ll just see how it goes the upcoming weeks, and also when we first see each other again after a while.
Mom said she loved me. I didn’t know how to respond, because it’s hard to believe those words after she caused so much pain. But I said I loved her too, and that is true. Love is there, but trust is so far too reach at the moment.
Over all, life’s been getting better. I feel more like myself. Maybe I can even say, I’m happier.