I really miss having somebody by my side to tell me that things are going to get better.
Ive been so upset these days because the guy that I was going out with just totally forgot about me. He just stopped answering me and he keeps posting photos of him with a bunch of girls in a night club. I’m happy that im not with him anymore because I want somebody who respects me and he didnt seems to do it I mean he used to hook up with me and with anothers girls in the same nitgh, and I knew it but I didnt wanted to believe and I still hooked up with him, because I thought that he could really like me, because I really liked him. But now i realized how silly I was for thinking that I was speacial for him. HAHAH my bad. But what makes me sad is that I didnt mean anything for him, and he did to me. I really thought that I was lucky this time to have met him, but I wasnt. I was never good at relationships… I never had a serious relationship, and I know im only 16 but I would be happy to have somebody who respects me by my side. It could bring happiness to my life, buuuuuuut I’m not gonna be sad because of silly boys, c’mon! I know my values and I know that I deseve a better guy, and that in the right time he will come. Till there, I will live as happy as possible with my own company! I love being with me…. I love my self and I dont need a guy to be happy!!!