i dont even know how to express my feelings. my dad had an affair. i have seen this happen to many people, but i never imagined it happening to me. i dont know what to feel, or say, or do. i just want to cry but nothing comes out. ive cried out all the tears i can possibly cry. i know this is horrible, but i dont know if i ever want him to live with us again. i dont feel comfortable. after he told us, i couldnt even look at him anymore. its not the same. he is still my dad and i still love him, but i dont know if i want him in my life right now. i just have to give my life to God and let him help me through this. i just dont understand why all this happens to my family. my life was going so well. but i know that this is not the end. jeremiah 29:11. God has a plan and i know that everything is going to be okay. i am putting my trust in God and giving him my life, because i know that he has a plan and he knows exactly why this happened. i am just going to come out stronger than i was before any of this happened.