I really tried to focus this morning. I took S’s leftover Ritalin to see if I can manage my self-diagnosed ADD. (S is now taking Concerta) I’ve taken the Ritalin a few times. Not sure it’s helping me. I have a very simple task to complete – it’s just updating a spreadsheet with info. I haven’t been able to complete it in days. Makes me so angry with myself. Ugh. Self loathing here I come.