April 18 – Yesterday the son wanted a gym membership so I went online and tried to add him to mine but it wouldn’t let me so I got him his own membership and then it wouldn’t leave me a verification email SO had to get the son to take me to gym to get it straightened out which we did but I couldn’t even walk back to his truck. Exhaustion doesn’t even begin to describe this feeling. For once, words escape me. Was up a lot last night too. Put tv on, turned tv off. I’m so tired of staying in bed. Forgot to mention the husband had a doctor appointment last Friday and he told him about my situation again and he said that was really good. The husband’s birthday was yesterday and I got him a cake but as pretty as it was it tasted like pure crap to me. Glad the son has a job now because he can pay his high cell phone bill from now on. I don’t understand it. All that money for AIR with nothing to show for it. I’m glad I don’t have a smart phone. For one thing I am not smart enough for a smart phone. Actually I don’t want a phone that is smarter than me but after watching tv yesterday smart phones can be hacked too easily. No one would want to hack into my boring conversations and texts. Yes I am boring and proud of it.