let’s see. I’m new to this. My mind is tired, my body is achy, but somehow I can’t sleep. I feel like there’s a rush of adrenaline in me. I toss and turn. Try to think happy thoughts…try to relax. But I can’t! I know it’s cause my life is upside down. Sometimes I think I make it more than what it is. Feel like my mind is slipping away slowly. My grays are coming out more! I’m only 36. God, I know you’re with me. Help a girl out. Hear my prayers. Good night…I hope.