Adding more stress

I’m in such a good mood and I can’t explain why. I’m literally just full of joy right now for no reason at all but it’s an amazing feeling. And btw, no I’m not high. Just because its 4/20 and I’m happy does not mean I smoke weed, just letting yall know that because some of yall are surely quick to make assumptions.

So today started off really nice because I had an amazing night’s sleep. I took a nap yesterday and woke up at eight and took my shower then facetimed my friend until eleven. We basically always start at 9ish and end at eleven. Gah let me tell yall how great my friend could sing.  Like I knew she could sing in the first place but she was singing a song that she wrote and it was amazing. I’m not just saying that because she is my friend but I straight up liked the song and I would buy it if it were ever to be published. But anyways, back to the story. I woke up this morning and I felt amazing because it was one of those nights where you just get an amazing night’s rest. I got to school and started reading my harry potter book until Skylar got there and then we just talked. Let me skip real fast to my fourth period. I’m only doing this because it involves Skylar. Someone made a remark about me and Skylar saying that we should date and the only reason that I bring this up is because literally everyone says we should date. What people don’t know is that could literally never happen because we would fight every single day because we are just like siblings. We care about each other but we play argue 24/7. And I lowkey already have someone that I have my eye on. Okay now let’s skip back to the beginning of school. French went the same as always, annoying but I had my group to keep me sane. English was also pretty good but we were beyond busy and we had to rush through our work while trying to make sure it’s all perfect. I honestly don’t know how but I have a 100 in English so that’s strange. After that I went to chorus but before chorus started I went to my counselor to get my classes changed to the way I need them. I originally had three sciences and I don’t know how that happened because I’m booty at science. So I changed my science to pre-calc. So now I’m taking math three honors the first semester and pre-calculous the next semester. I made sure to take literally all the advanced classes that I possibly could. Like I got to the point where my counselor told me to stop because if I didn’t I would literally be stressed beyond belief. I don’t know why I want to push myself so hard next year but I need my college transcript to look amazing and if it doesn’t and I don’t get into the college of my choice because I didn’t take the right courses I will cry. All that work just to be told that I can’t go to the college of my choice. So after chorus I went to math and we pretty much just goofed all class period. Don’t get me wrong, we worked out butt’s off but we did it fast enough where we don’t have to have our faces crammed into a piece of graph paper. After that I came home like usual.

So that got really long so I’m starting a new paragraph. I came home and got a snack and now I’m here. Writing for yall (and for me) so yall have something to read. Hopefully it is interesting but I never know, it could be interesting and it also can’t be. I guess I will never know the answer to that because it’s a daily thing so it changes each and every day.

So my friend told me she read every single one of my blogs and she reads them daily. She thinks it’s stalkish but I personally think it is really cool. I mean she already sees what I do externally but now she gets to see what happened internally. It is basically a behind the scenes of my life. Yall only get to hear about what I thought and some of my actions that gave me those thoughts but she gets to see and read. So yea, I think it’s kind of cool.

Tonight I have church and I’m so ready for it. Church makes me so happy just thinking about it. I have so much fun there even though we don’t do a whole lot. I just love talking to the adults and playing dodgeball with the teenagers. It just makes my day completely and the fact that I’m having a good day already adds on to it.

1 peter 1:3- “praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! In his great mercy he has given us new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead.”

Well, that is about it for today. I will keep yall updated as I continue with my journey through life.

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