April 20 8:14am Not a great night. Was up a lot of it. Slight sore throat but it is feeling a bit better now. More diarrhea, Imodium, butt washing and putting cream on it. Stomach feels weird. It could be hunger but I don’t really know. Have today off from work but need to really try to get back tomorrow. Have to do what I have to do. Just want to come out of this soon – real soon. I hope writing about this journey honestly and openly despite being monotonous and sometimes outright gross is helping at least one person out there for that is its purpose.
On another note. What the hell is wrong with people today? Killing and destroying lives with not a second thought. No respect for anyone or anything. Drugs are rampant. Families becoming a thing of the past. In psychology they say the pendulum swings from one extreme to the other. How much further to the left are we going to have to endure? Maybe in a future entry I will give some of my possibly unpopular thoughts on the subject.