i’m struggling a bit this afternoon, trying hard to focus on other things to keep my anxiety away. its hard, so use to hearing from him throughout the day. just anything……it would help, glad mom is still at my place, know i cant cut with her there……it would feel so good, to clear my head. hoping the rain holds off, yard work again, make my body exhausted. hoping i’ll get more then 2 hours sleep tonight. thinking it might be time to make a dr appt about changing my sleeping pills.