If I could put my feelings for you into words, my love, I would. Anything I could come up with would fail in comparison to how I actually feel. It’s unlike anything I’ve ever experienced. You take my breath away. The way you make me feel…you make me feel perfect. I never thought that was possible. For so long, my insecurities consumed me. I was so caught up in everything I’d managed to fuck up. In my mind, I was worthless, stupid, alone, not worthy of love. Throughout the course of our relationship, my self esteem has improved more than I ever thought it would. Baby.. I don’t hate myself anymore. I’m in such a better place than I once was.
I know things haven’t been easy for us. We’ve been through a lot. But we’re still together. There’s still an us. I can’t even explain how happy you make me. Sometimes I just sit in awe and I thank God for making you so perfect for me. There isn’t anyone I would rather be with. I feel safe when I’m with you, I’m at home in your arms. And as romantic as it all is, we still manage to act like idiots together. Some of our conversations- damn. What were we thinking? xD I love that I can be myself with you. I don’t have to impress you. I don’t have to pretend because you love me as I am, scars and all. And I love you, scars and all. No, you’re not perfect to everyone else. But to me, there couldn’t be a more perfect human being. And I’m not just talking about appearances. (Though I will acknowledge the fact that I find you sexy as hell and adorable all at the same time..) Your personality is so similar, yet so different from mine. Your sense of humor is so similar, yet so different from mine. And I think that’s why we work. Alone, we might be okay. Maybe we’d make it. But together, we’re an unstoppable team. There’s nothing we can’t accomplish and no mountain too big for us to scale. Sure, our relationship might not be perfect. I’ll admit it, we have our fights once in a while. Every relationship has its ups and downs. But we’re still here. We’ve been to hell and back and come back alive. I’m proud we have an us. I’m blessed to call you mine. I love us. You’re the Cass to my Anna. The Andy to my Juliet. You’re my world. You consume my thoughts and my dreams. I didn’t know it was possible to love someone as much as I love you. You complete me, motherfucker xD And I don’t know what I’d do without you.
Forever and always yours,