being fat is a vicious cycle. I’ve always been chunky, never skinny. I’ve always had weight to lose. But now, I’m stupidly fatter than what I used to be
whats worse is that i recognise this yet done fuck all about it. I’m not using it as an excuse, but I feel like I can’t push myself due to my mental lack of liking myself. I don’t have that person supporting me or looking at me for what I could be if they helped me.
So here I am, getting fatter because I lack enthusiasm and commitment. Fuck