Church is over now. During youth class, Jack and I sit on the same row..with our assigned seats. He’s so close, yet so far away. He was wearing this blue button-up with his black jeans today. The blue of his shirt made his eyes bluer than usual. It was beautiful. His hair was fluffier than usual, too. I just wanted to run my fingers through it. But alas, I couldn’t. One of the cutest things happened while we were in class: at one point, we both mouthed ” I love you ” at the same time. It was kind of adorable. I ended up blushing my ass off- and he was smirking at me the whole time. But it was cute. God, I love him.