Don’t get me wrong, I love my parents. They’re amazing and I know they love me. But my dad– sometimes I can’t freaking stand him. Like last night. I’ve about had it with him. He yells, he’s critical, he’s overbearing. If something isn’t done his way, then God help your soul. He brings out this side of me that I can’t stand- an angry side. I’m not an angry person. I don’t want to be that way..but sometimes after dealing with him, I honestly want to hurt something. It’s not like he pays attention to me that much anyways…Part of me thinks that’s Part of why I as drawn to a secret relationship in the beginning (besides the actual attraction to my boyfriend-). Because I wasn’t getting attention from anywhere else. Might as well get it from someone who loves me.
I’ve just kind of had it with my Dad.