Does anyone else ever get the feeling that you’re just not worth anyone else’s time? Like. You have plenty of friends you could be talking to, but you don’t want to seem annoying so you don’t text them first…. You think you need a reason to text them, so it’s not a burden… So you don’t text them first. And then you feel lonely because you have no one to talk to. It kind of sucks. Who am I kidding? It really sucks. And then without warrant, you experience this overwhelming cloud of loneliness. It starts kind of small, just a few minutes with no notifications on your phone. But then after a while, you just want someone to do something. Anything. And then you just feel really depressed for no reason.
This is my exact mood right now.