wanting

Have you ever been in love? I have.. and honestly it fucking sucks, watching the one you love, who you thought loves you, with someone else smiling, laughing, loving… You love that they are happy, you smile when you see them too let them know that you are happy for them, but in reality your life is hell without them. You tried so hard to get over that person and when you finally think you have succeeded, you see them, you see that beautiful smile you fell in love with, their laugh, the way their eyes sparkle when they talk about the thing that excites them, or the way they talk about their new lover… God, I always think that maybe, just maybe that she will remember all of the good things that we had and want that back as badly as I do… But then you realize, they are happy right now, so very happy, what right do I have to want that from her..

E.H.P

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