Yall are probably wondering why I have skipped one day every so often. A lot of the reasoning of that is because of work. I’m not blaming work as the only reason but there are a few different reasons. Another reason would be the fact of school work. I go to school for eight hours a day for five days a week and on top of that I usually have a few hours of homework. It takes about half an hour just on math. Of course not every night take thirty minutes but after I get off the phone with my friend it is usually eleven at night and I’m just too tired to work. My final excuse is I’m just busy being a teenager. I have a lot of obligations and things that I need to do and I also just want to be around the people that I deeply care about. Sometimes you just have to skip a day every so often and be with those people. It doesn’t even have to be family because most of the time it’s not but a ninety percent of that is just with friends. So that’s why I have missed a few days here and there.
So now I’m just going to talk about my day. My day started off really bad in all honesty. Everything was going bad and I was just in a really bad mood that I’m not usually in. I just felt like someone was going to say something to me and I would just absolutely flip out. I know that is bad but if someone would have said something rude to me I would have just went off and for the people that seriously know me, yall would know that that is not a good idea because I can hurt you when I’m honesty. I’m amazing at debating and I hardly ever lose a real debate. I feel like my best friend is going to read this and say to me that she has one plenty of debates against me. But she also knows that we have never truly debate and we just play fight and I end up letting her win because that puts a smile on my face which in turn puts a smile on my face. But anyways, I can’t really explain it but just understand that I’m very honest when I’m mad and I won’t hold back. Of course I’m not going to say everything about you in front of everyone because I honestly don’t tell people’s secrets but I will make you speechless. I used to be like that all the time before I changed my mindset. I would just flip on someone and make them speechless and also make them seem ignorant. I seriously hurt a few people and I have made people cry because of it and I completely regret what I did to them and that’s why I changed my mindset. That’s not the only reason I changed my mindset but that is a key point to the reasoning behind it.
Okay I’m sorry for vociferating so let me continue in a new paragraph. My day was really bad until about second period when my best friend somehow changed my day around completely. I don’t know how she did it but I was happy. We went to lunch and I watched the rehearsal to the play next Friday. I was supposed to be doing homework but I didn’t do it because I wanted to watch them and I didn’t have graph paper. It was really weird because I’m pretty sure this is the first day out of the entire semester that I have missed homework. I can turn it in tomorrow and I will but it will just have a late grade. I’m not mad about it because I’m doing really well in my math class.
After school I came home and just started listening to music for a few hours. I wanted to zone out of the world so I resolved to music because music always lets me think and that can sometimes be a good thing. Sometimes it puts me in my feels but music is a strong passion of mine so I’m just going to keep doing it. I didn’t buy all of those songs just to let them sit around and age. I say that knowing that I bought them on iTunes but for some reason I made it sound like I bought a CD.
Well, that is about all for today. I will keep yall updated as I continue with my journey through life.