Tomorrow we have church and we are supposed to take Matthew. I am nervous about how he will behave, as he has not been his best this week. If you’ve read my journals, you’ll know. But he wants to go, and I don’t want him to think we didn’t want to take him. In reality, our pastor (who is usually long-distance on a screen) Jentezen Franklin is going to be at our local church tomorrow night, and we were going to skip morning church and go just at night, alone. Anyhow, my nerves are shot. I’m afraid we’ll get worn out and not feel like going to meet Pastor. My nerves are just frazzled on several counts. If anyone reading this prays, please pray for me tonight. I don’t like this borderline panicky feeling. Reminds me of when I was so sick with anxiety disorder. Which I still keep in check with meds. I know some of you have anxiety disorder also. Believe me, I understand how crippling it can be when it’s severe. Thank you for prayers and good wishes. Love to each of you.