She had her gallbladder taken out yesterday. So that’s good. I’m glad. 


We we continue to go down the tubes. Her bitch is here. The one age just can’t give up on. The one who has created a huge rift btwn us. She had a fight with her sister, got kicked out and amazingly is here in my house on the couch. I can’t stay anything. Babes in pain and we “aren’t going to do this right now”. 


How do you start to let your heart go? How do you stop the devastating searing pain that overwhelms you? I wish we could rewind time. I don’t want to waste any more time. 


Lease is up July 1st. I don’t know what to do. She wants a larger space for the girls meaning I have to stay on. I really want to stab myself in the heart. 

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