I experienced Concert Rush today. It’s the adrenalin rush you get before/During a chorus concert…..It feels like getting high. It’s a buzz. And I can’t get enough of it.
I had a “solo” speaking part in the final song of my chorus’ concert this afternoon. During rehearsal, my voice wasn’t loud enough. I wasn’t sure if people were gonna be able to hear me. But during the concert- I did it. I actually did it. If you would have told me at the beginning of this semester that I was gonna talk I’m front of the audience and say that I dream of confidence- I would have laughed in your face. But I actually did it. Shows how far my confidence has come in a short amount of time. That and I forgot my Chamber’s music…so I had to do the songs from memory with an empty folder. But I didn’t freeze…I did it……Allow me to “brag” on myself for a second: I was confident today. And I liked it.