Why? Because…

You know why people cut? Because
it’s a distraction. For one moment you
don’t feel all the pain, the loss, the hurt.
All you feel is that razor going into your
skin, the blood dripping down your arm,
leg, stomach. You don’t think about how
alone you are or how fat and ugly you
are. You don’t think about the way people
talk about you behind your back. You don’t
think about how your family is fighting or
all your friends hate you. All you think about
is the blood. And the addicting part? Well
that’s when all the hurt and pain comes back.
When the cut isn’t fresh and you can feel
all the build up of sadness and loneliness
inside of you. So you have to do it again,
but a little deeper so the numbness will
last a little longer. The pain inside will be
delayed longer. And as the pain inside gets
worse and worse you have to make the
pain outside worse and worse. it’s all about
control. You have it. You can’t control the
pain on the inside so you get to control it on
the outside.

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