What is going on with me today? I’m in such a terrible funk. The lack of sun doesn’t help. I don’t want to be here – that’s not news. I don’t want to start anything. I think I need a good long walk in the woods. But since that isn’t an option til later, perhaps a little walk around the parking lot at lunchtime will help. I noticed the faintest bit of sun out.  But it’s only 46 degrees. There is a constant drone of a shop vac in my area today – it’s very distracting. Overwhelming for me. I’m trying to tune it out with some classical music in my ears. It’s not helping. I’m zoning out. Falling asleep. The sound is a bit maddening. It’s punctuated occasionally by a sharp drilling sound. Or hammering. Then the a/c kicks on. I’m cold. I have my personal heater on to warm my feet.  Why am I so sensitive to all these noises today? I didn’t sleep well last night – I’m sure that has something to do with it. Oh here comes the A/C again….and there’s the shop vac. Shoot me now!

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