I am back. Today was a better day. I feel like the clouds are parting. I am making strives mentally with my relationship. My husband and I had a better night. Sex was good. Intimacy in check. I want my marriage to work and I want to be positive think positively and also love my husband better. Of course I don’t justify what he did…but I don’t want to not make it work. He has being honest with me and I don’t want to get it in my head that he’s either telling me what I want to hear or there’s more to the story. It is true that your mind can ruin your outlook. I’ve seen it happen to me a million times. As much as I tell myself not to think that way I still do. But this whole issue with my husband feeling low because I made him feel this way makes me want to rethink my attitude. I recently read that one of the 12 steps to good karma is to look at the good things and say it instead of always looking at the bad. There is always something good from the bad. When I really think hard, I notice the good. I am so self absorbed about how he made me feel that I don’t look at what made this situation happen? So… In light of happiness. I am making efforts in positivity.
Today I am thankful for my husband’s efforts to text me throughout the day, get me dinner, and still get the good love vibes from him. Why? Because a woman’s intuition is strong and I can’t complain today. Today was a good day.