I am so broken.

So I decided to dip my toe into the online dating scene. Man what a joke! Most of the guys only want to be laid or get in touch with their deviant sides. Not that I don’t have deep, dark fantasies of my own but for goodness sake, wait a little while until you dive straight in!

I decided to chat someone up – yes, he was younger, a lot younger than me, and gorgeous to boot. I even bought him a gift subscription. We exchanged numbers, sent messages, voice notes and then all of a sudden dead quiet. I mean WTF. I have tried to remember if I said anything wrong but nothing comes to mind. And the strange thing is, it hurts.  It cuts deeply. And I don’t know why. 

I am so broken. And I don’t know how to fix myself. 

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