This is just for future reference for me personally…Just issues that I have that I need to work on.
1. Agreeing with everything. When someone has a differing opinion from me, instead of sharing my opinion, I agree with theirs. And most of the time I’m lying. Like “Oh, I can’t stand that band.” Me: (That’s my favorite band but I’m gonna say I don’t like them because I want you to like me.)
2. I have zero confidence. Most of the time. I have the nerve to complain (to a select few people) about someone that I go to church with that constantly gets to do solo songs during service. Because he asks. I don’t even have the guts to ask, but here I am complaining that I never get to do a song.
3. Clumsiness. I spill things, I fall, all that jazzy shit. And I don’t think there’s any fixing it.
4. I’m “too” modest sometimes. Almost to the point where I deny that I have any talent whatsoever because I can’t take a compliment. It’s weird for me. So I deny that I can sing, that I can play the piano, that I can do any of that. Because I don’t want to seem like I’m bragging.
This isn’t an issue- but The Mortician’s Daughter (by Black Veil Brides) just came on my Pandora shuffle. I haven’t heard it in years….and I’m having an emotional time right now. Omg. I might actually cry.