Its so crazy to me to think i’m not going to be this age forever and that i won’t be in high school anymore its just so crazy.
I feel like i’m not prepared for my future or what my future holds. I’m scared straight
whats making me go crazy is the thought of all the drama in high school and all the guys who have made me cry for 2 weeks straight won’t mean anything after high school its like after the last year of high school this is where we start our lifes. All the hell we think we are going through in high school wont mean anything.
i don’t even know if i’m prepared for my future at all and like you never know what the future holds and im terrified that my future will take a wrong turn.
My therapist was saying live life now so you can learn from mistakes and how life is all about passing the torch.
but what if one day in my future when i become what i want and im helping a patient and they ask me how did you become where you are today what am i gonna say like how am i gonna react.How am i gonna pass my knowledge to someone else and help them with there future how am i gonna write my college admission how am i supposed to write about what i have experienced in a letter and will they accept me and who will accept me??????
There are just so many thoughts going through my head at once like what am i gonna do
i cant breathe because all these thoughts are suffocating me
help i need some answers