Finally I found something interesting where I can write what I am feeling and what I am going trough everyday haha. I am coming exactly to my point and I am not going to introduce myself or something like this, I know exactly who am I haha. or maybe I don’t… Whatever I discuss that later on.
Well it feels weird.. You don’t notice what a year can do or can change I mean one year ago everything was different, people I thought that were going to stay in my life forever are not and people I never imagined you’d be speaking to are now some of your closest friends. Well let’s make it clear I don’t actually have many friends, i don’t think I have any. Being replaced or forgotten is the worst feeling ever! My best friend or i should say my ex best friend was my everything and I never imagined my life without her. We grew up together but now it’s like we don’t even know each other. Today is her 17th birthday and it’s the first birthday of her that she’s not celebrating it with me.. she does;t even talk to me. The weirdest thing is that I don’t even know why we aren;t talking anymore. It’s like one day she woke u and decided to not talk to me anymore! it hurts seeing her close with others and calling best friend another girl. Well I hope she’s happy.. Happy Birthday my friend!