Monday, May 9th 2016
Can I just crawl into another ball of social anxiety? Thanks. (I’ll explain later)
Oh, and I actually tweeted of what happened last time and some account that helps people with social anxiety followed me. Just thought it was kinda funny.
Well first off, I should apologize about not posting an entry yesterday. I was busy with mother’s day and extremely tired. Of course, I’m gonna forget at some point, we’re not perfect. At least I can write it the next day and make it as if it was posted yesterday. In other words, yesterday’s entry is posted now.
1st Period (09:10-10:25)
We studied some more for the test tomorrow. We also corrected our quiz, which I ended with a 72%. Not my best, but then again the person correcting was very strict with me. I was also not as concentrated because it was just a practice, so I didn’t try too hard as I normally would.
2nd Period (10:35-11:50)
We continued Animal Farm and we’re gonna start an essay. Other than that, we didn’t do much.
Sat with my closest friends and we talked about some different things. It’s odd how whenever I sit with them, I don’t remember what we talked about. It’s as if it isn’t memorable enough… but there is some very memorable moments with them throughout the years.
3rd Period (12:50-14:05)
We continued trigonometry and corrected our quiz. I got an 98%, just wrote 23,9 instead of 24 in a question. You needed a number after the coma, but the number was actually 23,999, so domino affect, you should be writing 24,0.
4th Period (14:15-15:30)
We continued painting and I showed my picture to the teacher, supervisor, person (I still don’t know what’s her job’s name). Apparently my video game controller is a little too dark and I need some yellow in that area to match the other side of my picture. I’m gonna make the d-pad and the analog sticks yellow. Make it as if it looks like a customized controller.
I got home and I called the department for a job. This is where the ball of anxiety comes from. I called, he was available, we talked, he thought I spoke English when I said “Shop helper” when speaking French, so I said whichever, then we continued in English, he didn’t know what I was talking about, then he said if I’m applying for a job I should just meet him (which means I already get an interview and that’s good, but still, the conversation was awkward and he was almost arguing, unless it’s just how his tone of voice is) then we set a time, which I’m not 100% sure I can do, but I’m gonna make my dad pull me out of the last 10-20 minutes of school if I absolutely have to, then when I was about to say “Thank you” he just hung up. Well then. Did I catch him in a wrong mood? Or is that just how he talks? I don’t know.
I gotta study for science later and I need to relax. I also got to make sure my resume is good and fill up the form. I almost cried after the call because of that *sigh*. Why am I like this? I learned to accept it and after the conversation I feel completely fine, but during it, I’m so afraid.
That’s all for today.