I don’t even know if she would recognize me anymore. Part of me hopes she wouldn’t, I’d rather her remember me as the person I used to be. She apologized for breaking my heart…but she didn’t break it, she’d only held it together for me these past two years. She was the one place I’ve ever found that I felt like I belonged, I’ve never felt such blinding pain than when she decided I wasn’t worth keeping.
It only validated everything I’ve ever thought about myself, and unfortunately, the question is now ‘where do I go from here?’
Just keep moving, don’t stop, convince the world that everything is alright. You’ve got it together, don’t ever let them see otherwise. Don’t ever open your heart again, just keep moving.