Some regrets from the previous months

Hi all,

It’s my third entry so far, as it’s been a busy couple months. My good friend’s 30th birthday went by recently, and we traveled together with some other friends to Orlando to have a weekend birthday bash at Disney World and Universal Studios. It was a ton of fun (was worth it just going to the harry potter exhibit and rides in Universal alone and chugging a boatload of that butterbeer), and made me feel like a kid again. Well, except for the nasty cold that I picked up at the tail end of trip that I took with me to Louisiana, where it kept going on and on, that made me feel old…anyhow during the same time, I’ve been back in the dating game after my recent nasty breakup with my ex (back in December) as I’m trying to meet that someone that I can spend some time with, share my passions and vulnerabilities, and eventually see where things go from there. I’ve met 1 great gal that I went on 3 dates, but due to my inability/fear to just ask her out on a date again (I keep thinking what I want to do, what I want to say, if she really likes me, etc.) and my recent traveling, it’s been over a month since I last saw her (I went on a fwe other dates with other people, and while they were nice people, we just didn’t click/had different interests). The last communication I’ve had with her was a week ago, and I feel like if I don’t do something fast this opportunity will pass me by (if it hasn’t already). This is my regret, and I’m wondering what I should do ? What should I say to pick back up the conversation ? It’s funny, I can have great dates, but then afterwards when it comes time to continue the conversation, I have a hard time. This shouldn’t be that hard, and yet I’m frozen and stuck with fear. Fear of being rejected I suppose, since that has been my calling card the majority of my life. I know if I just ask her out or talk to her to clarify things, I can get a better picture, and yet I can’t bring myself to do it…ahhh need help 🙁 

One thought on “Some regrets from the previous months”

  1. It doesn’t just sound like someone else’s story 😉 I would say just ask her out again and clarify things. I believe that it will all work out if she is the one for you. Well, that’s probably why I don’t have a girl friend…
    Did u notice I’m the biggest fan of your journals? 😉

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