Drifting away

Lol well I guess it is time to start writing again. I am honestly kind of disappointed in myself because I haven’t been writing that much lately and I seriously need to start again. I have had so much content to post but I couldn’t bring myself to say some of those things.


I have had thoughts lately. I have had both good and bad thought and I don’t know why I’m having bad thoughts because literally a month ago when I didn’t talk to anyone I was really happy and content with my life. It seems that ever since I started adding more and more people to my life I have been in bad moods. Those people just push me so hard and they have almost brought me back to my past actions. I have been so close to doing really bad things because I started talking to people again. I feel like I just need to be by myself for a little bit and not really worry about other people. I know that sounds bad but everybody seems to be affecting me in some way. The thing about all of this is all of my thoughts go away when I think of the bible or just God in general. I start thinking about how much I have changed and how much I can do through God. I have beautiful thoughts when I think of God and I only really have good thoughts when I’m thinking about him.


I know people don’t really like when we bloggers talk a lot about God or just religion in general but I’m not your average blogger. I do this more so for me and not for others. I want to remember some of the things that have happened. So I’m going to talk about my religion.


So this girl had posted a tweet last night on twitter mocking my religion. She said that in the bible it says that Christians must believe that if a girl gets raped then the only thing the guy has to do is pay the father and get married and then she followed with “who would believe this bs?”

Of course I cannot just sit there and let my religion be mocked. I knew what she was talking about and I know how to respond so I said “Deuteronomy 22:29-29 to be exact. You do realize that this is the fifth book in the OLD testament, which is also the old covenant”. After I posted that I instantly remembered a verse. I told her to read Hebrews 8:13.

She then responded that there is no difference between the old and new covenant because “the bible preaches it so we have to believe it”. I instantly after she said this that there was no convincing her about anything and she would just blow it off so I said “well guess sense it doesn’t matter because the bible preaches it, I can’t wear clothes with two different fabrics”. If yall don’t understand those references look at Leviticus 19:19.

After she ended she messaged me saying she finds it rude that I stand up for my religion while she mocked it. She also told me that when I post my daily bible verses it offends her because I’m going against her religion when in all honesty I was posting the daily verses to remind me of my God and to bring in disciples. After I responded I looked at the new tweets on twitter and I saw that while we were messaging she tweeted “#666, #Ilovesatan”. I was kind of shocked because of this but I didn’t say anything because it’s her religion and I don’t really have the right to go against what she believes.

So after that entire ordeal she told me that my religion preaches hate and that I’m brainwashed and she finds it so intriguing yet horrifying. Once I read that that I instantly responded with “How exactly am I brainwashed? I believe this on my own free will and nobody is convincing me of anything. I have the right just like you to believe what I want”. After all of that I fully realized I wasn’t getting through to her so I sorry for ever saying something. So that made my night a little bit more interesting.


Okay so now let’s talk about today. Today sucked really badly and this entire week had been horrible. I’m not going to lie; there were a few good moments. Like church and everything was really good. Today started off average as we watched a movie in French. That kind of shocked me because we usually do work until the bell rings every single day. I then went to English and made a one hundred on a quiz. I guess that made my morning a little bit better but it wasn’t that much because I have a 100 in that class so it doesn’t really mean much. After that I went to lunch and then chorus. Chorus wasn’t that bad in all honesty but it also kind of sucked. I then went to math class and I’m pretty sure I aced a math test and I will be very proud of myself if I’m right. I can’t really say that I made an A because I don’t actually know. After class I came home and I have been drifting away as I drown myself in music. Literally, I put in my headphones and came to my piano and I’m just slipping away.


Well, that is about it for today. I will keep yall updated as I continue with my journey through life.


2 thoughts on “Drifting away”

  1. Lee, I love it that you post scriptures and talk about God. Maybe this will help you feel better: “Blessed are you when men revile you and persecute you for My sake. Rejoice and be exceeding glad, for great is your reward in Heaven.”
    Some people just like to argue, and they are not worth losing your peace over. Listen to your music and think about God’s beautiful love for you and let the rest go.

  2. Thank you so much! I woke up and checked my email like usual and realized I had an email from this site and i’m so glad you took the time out of your day to say something. I don’t usually respond to comments but I felt like I needed to for this.

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