I wrote this epic first journal. And of course the internet stuffed up just as I was about to post it.
And now it’s 3:06am and I started writing this to clear my head, get some things off of my chest.
And now I won’t go to sleep until I post something else. So here’s the gist of it:
I wanted to write in a diary. Because at 2:30am I thought it would be a good idea to help me with some things.
I didn’t have motivation to just write on some paper and never read it again. I see no purpose in that. So instead of that I decided why not put it out there? So other people can read my writings.
Even if it’s just one person.
Even if it’s just a few words.
As long as its not completely pointless. I’m not here to be inspirational.
I’m a rambler. I don’t use correct punctuation or spell words right.
Who knows? This may be my first log, and also my last. Because I never stay committed to one thing for too long.
It’s 3:26am and it’s taken me this long to decide what to write.
But, it’s something. And I need that something right now.