Shes not me

She was broken you left here when there were so many things that needed to be said but you vanished you left her broken and she’ll never let it go because she still loves you,she still cares even when she knows it hurts to love you. Now her lungs are collapsing from the growing pressure of all the words she wasn’t saying.The silence…the silence was suffocating her and somehow you still couldn’t even see how bad she was hurting  or how bad she wanted YOU and needed YOU but you are nowhere to be found. This abandoned love is all that you left her with and you are proud of that you like seeing her the way she is because you are a selfish bastard. I’m here SUFFOCATING and still you are nowhere to be found you told me you would always be here  but where are you NOW where are you now when i need you the most.Was this always the plan to just leave me. People mess up and  i guess in this case there’s no going back I’m only left with memories.But tell me this does she love you like i do.She doesn’t love you like I do,she doesn’t have my name,However, she tries  to act like it ,she’ll never be the same,but she’s new and she’s beautiful You’ve never been in a fight Yeah it’s awfully perfect now but you just know deep inside she’s not me. You’ll be seeing my face again I’ll be crossing you mind you’ll be dreaming of places we went And then you’ll wake up to find That she’s not me. I wonder now Are you happy?
Is she still the one?
Are U having fun?
Is it for real?
Cause I’ll be waiting here
Another week, or month or year
If you’re lonely

God, I wish I knew everything
About the two of you
Won’t you tell me

Does she have any humor?
Does she laugh at your jokes?
Can she look past the rumors?
Does she know how it goes?

Or is it none of my business?

Do you go to the movies?
Do you make out in the park?
Do you stay up for hours?
And just talk and talk?

Or is it none of my business?

Does she know about the bracelets?
There were two of a kind
Did you save it?
Like I did mine

Or is it none of my business?

Would it make any difference
If I got you alone?
If I called would you listen or would she answer your phone?

She’s, not me and she’ll never be 

One thought on “Shes not me”

  1. A very powerful post. Very moving and heart-wrenching. I wish you fresh joy and happiness in your future.

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