A parnter

I need someone to talk to about my faith. I really do but I don’t know who to go to and I’m almost to the point of being scared to go to someone because they might lead me in the wrong direction.

Let me get something straight before I say anything else. My faith in God is unbreakable and undeserving. I literally never question whether Christianity is true because I know it is. I don’t think I will ever have that problem. I think the problem is I don’t have anyone to seriously go to and pray with while I question everything. I just need someone. I need a partner too be there for me when I have questions. I’m not talking about dating someone but I’m talking about a true partner where we work together to grow each other in Christ.

The worst part about this is I’m too scared to go to someone and ask them if they will be my partner in this. I need someone to come to me and tell me that they want to truly take this massive journey. Another problem is nobody knows I want someone like this. I’m sure people would be my partner but I can’t go to them and they are not just going to come to me.

I’m also scared to ask someone to do this with me because I only have a very small amount of people that I truly trust and if I do it with random people then I would have to grow a very strong relationship with them and I would have to be with them a lot and I don’t know if they would really want to do that. I just want to challenge myself and I want to challenge others and I want to be able to sit down with them and study with them and I want to be able to have my own bible study with them but I don’t think many people would want to grow that close to me.


I have a feeling people are going to email me and message me about this saying that they would love to do this with me but I can’t do it with someone online. I need to be able to sit face to face and just talk and pray. I’m sorry for that btw.

God might bless me with someone like this and I will pray for someone to come to me but for now I wait until God has put that person in front of me.


I’ve had three blogs today. I have written a lot today and I’ve been thinking a lot today. I’ve thought a lot about my God and I’m just ready to further my journey in my faith. I’m thankful for the people that support me and for the people who support me on this page I would just like to thank yall.

2 thoughts on “A parnter”

  1. Lee, you are right, I would love to help you with this. But I totally understand it can’t be done online, so that prohibits it. However, if you sometime just need prayer, you can call on me and I will pray for you. God bless you.

  2. I’ve always attempted to do that. To study and shut the voices that tell me God’s not real, but an illusion. An excuse to die happy. I know God has to be real. But right now I am so lost, I need someone to remind me how great He is. Because I forgot… You’re very brave for putting this out there.

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