Comfort wraps around my heart as I lay in my bed, watching the sun slowly fall beneath the horizon. The music that plays in my head turns from peaceful to sadness just as quickly as the sunlight fades, and my next thought is you. You terrorize me, you keep me awake at night my insomnia has a name and it’s name is you. You flutter my heart and make me feel as if death is suffocating as if the hands of life are tightly around my throat and I’m trying to breathe. I see the sunset from my window and although it is beautiful I don’t have the energy, the want, or the desire to put myself in beauty’s way.