5/23/16 👽

I’ve never really kept a journal before (excluding elementary school scribbles in a so called “diary”), so I figured now is a good of time as any to start. I’m not sure if I should start with introducing myself or what, but I get pretty anxious talking about my life and feel like it would be easier to do anonymously. I guess I’ll just see what happens and where this thing takes me.
I’m your basic teenage-dropout living the most uneventful life possible, and getting pretty sick of it pretty fast. Lately I’ve been feeling like I need to make some changes. That’s easier said than done. Plus, I have absolutely no idea where to start. My life has been slowly spiraling into a big vat of shit for the past six years. I think we must be getting close to the bottom by now, so hopefully they’ll be someway to climb out once we get there. Can’t stop yourself from falling mid-fall, right?

Anyways, today has been as uneventful as every other day since i was 13. Started by sleeping in until 1pm. Watching stupid slasher films. semi-getting dressed (putting on new leggings and a tank and throwing my hair up into a messy bun). walking my dog before he promptly decided he’s had enough and made me carry him home. And now four hours later, I’m here. Writing on some meaningless site about my meaningless going no where life. Well now I think it’s time for some more slasher films or maybe some HP. If anything else happens I suppose I’ll fill you in, but for now this is it.

One thought on “5/23/16 👽”

  1. O don’t you call this a meaningless site!

    Well! I don ‘t know what to say. What I do know is, this is just a phase it will pass. Everyone in their teenage have it once or twice. I had it twice! Everything will be fine.

    And the way how you look at yourself defines who you are… if you see yourself as ”sadgirl123” you will become one or worse, you will remain one. If it was ”happy_forver_nomatter_what123” well, it will have a positive effect.

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