1 was absent. 2 went to the sickbay at lunchtime. 2 went after lunch. 2 went during the last lesson. Were they all just physically unwell, or mentally too?
Why do we detest school so much? Why do we lack the enthusiasm and desire to learn? Is the system failing us or are we failing the system? Why are we being “educated” in such an uneducational and dreary surrounding? Why do we act as if we’re so jaded (is that the word)?
Today we also had a discussion on the next committee. I don’t really know. On one hand I feel like nobody is that outstanding. On the other hand I think the batch, as a whole team, will do better than us. It’s heartening to think that, yet at the same time disappointing to feel like such a failure. Well whatever’s done is done and whatever’s over is over. No use dwelling in the past. No ude wishing things you can’t change. No use regretting what you didn’t do. Look forward to the future, girl! Seize any opportunities in your way. If a door doesn’t open, go open a door.