5-26-2016 10.43p Thursday

I’m getting more and more behind in school and my last day is the week after next. My aunt keeps talking shit about me and I don’t much like it. I seem to be gaining weight pretty quickly and my leg is healing up. Today, for lunch, I got Taco Bell and an entire cheesecake c: That probably explains the weight gain. Anyway, I know I want to get credit for my classes but at the same time, I’ve kind of given up. I had a dream about my brother today and I think it’s because we’ve been talking about suicide in one of my classes and I can’t help but think of all the times he’s attempted it. It’s really scary. My mom has been visiting him pretty regularly, but I cannot as I am a minor and have no state-issued ID. Today I went to the farm during one of my classes and next to the farm was a U-pick strawberry farm and I thought it was funny that the strawberries on the farm I was at were way way sweeter and amazing. I got more sleep than usual yesterday and today was an alright day and I only fell asleep for like 20 minutes in one of my classes. During another one of my classes, two people came representing their company. They talked about what they did and they said they had internship positions available and I applied. It isn’t that close to my house, so it would take an effort to get there, but I think the job would be good for me. I really don’t know what else to say…

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