I couldn’t work.  I came home.  I’m too tired.  I’m too irritable. I’m exhausted by the thought of being anywhere except for home, it’s overwhelming and debilitating. 

I am so low right now, already thinking of the next few social gatherings I’ll cancel to feel less overwhelmed and tired. 

I need these feelings to end and they aren’t.  I want to be fun, social and enjoy life and I haven’t been able to.  I’ve been coping with food which makes me feel worse, what a horrible cycle. 

This must be how my life will inevitably end.  A life wasted.  I wish I could give my life to another that could use it more wisely, productively or fully.

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