If you consider yourself a tad bit different from other people, then maybe you can see where I’m coming from. If not, then maybe the problem is with me.
Tbh, I love and want getting attention from people but on the other hand, I hate when the spotlight’s on me. Make sense? No? Me neither. Since you’re bunch of strangers, I can be entirely truthful and say the ugly truth about myself.
I’m just going to put it out there, I think I lost myself. I wear this mask everyday for as long as I can remember that it consumed me. I try to become this perfect little girl.
I get high grades.
Never had a boyfriend cause my parents doesn’t want me to.
Act all kind, friendly, humble to my friends.
Be a daughter that my mom and dad want me to be.
Rarely go out and have fun.
I’m so scared about being judge by society that I feel the need to be these things. The problem is, is this really me? I really hope so because if it’s not, then I might regret it someday. I know that you shouldn’t care about what people say about you as long as you know that’s who you are.
The question is, how do you do that?