It’s not easy anymore. I do my best to help, but there it goes, crashing down on me again. Why do I even bother? No one appreciates my help. No one cares. I pour my heart and soul out, and no one bothers to say a single nice word about me. I just fail. Always. Always always always.
I’ve given up. I don’t belong here. I don’t belong in that group. I just don’t. I want to be a family with them, but I’ve never really been a part of it, have I?
I don’t know anymore. I don’t know who cares anymore.
No one. No one does.
Never. I’m sorry, I should go. I just don’t… I can’t survive this… I’m so scared all the time. All. The. Time.
I’m sorry. I’m so so sorry… I guess Gama isn’t the only one with drama, huh?
I’m so sorry
4th song in the Playlist: “My Songs Know What You Did In The Dark” by FallOutBoy