What do you do when you want to shoot yourself? Do you do it? Do you search for the gun and take the bullet? Or do you sit and wait and hope it will all work out?
That’s my problem right now. I want to fucking take a gun to my head and shoot the brain chunks to the wall across the room. But see things don’t always work like that. So what do I do? Wait it out? Shoot the bullet?
Its all a waiting game, a matter of time before the world shatters and all that’s left is the sinking feeling. I am the titanic. I sink, I break. I am sunk. Drowned and dead.
I love you Bean.